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I have a really big day tomorrow. I have been anxiously waiting and planning for this day for some time. I know my Husband and family probably don’t need me to unload all of my frustrations and worries on them as that’s not fair. I can’t do anything about this. I can not go back in time or rewrite history. If only. What I can control is my reaction. I am through the denial, anger and frustration phases. I am in now in, what I lovingly refer to as, the “nesting and preparation” phase. I’m going to use one of my life diversions.
I could sit and worry, gripe, cry and complain. OR, I can cook. Now, I don’t mean make dinner. I mean make the ones I love happy with what I pour into these meals. These snacks, tastes of happiness. I know that for that slated prepatation time on the recipe card I am creating my own destiny 1 cup of flour at a time. I can control that and it’s outcome. For a few minutes all is right and clear.
So, as of right now, I am prepared. I know that I have a freezer full of early morning tidbits, afternoon snacks (2-ingredient Nutella brownies) and love. For my sons, for my husband….for life. I am prepared. They are with me and that fills me with abundant peace.
